Sweet future

Has he truly felt guilty? These past years brought nothing but pain, confusion, and loss of trust. Siblings tought to understand a different way. Adults learning to keep secrets away from them. They ask us why they tumble around in their sweat. Our answer, "we don't know". I can't understand their ways. As the sun rises and the moon falls, I wait and hope for better walls. This secret held within will no longer be kept. They know and won't stop with suggestions. She onced offered me a piece of paper with words I could not believe. She said to take it because I was going to use it one day. Well look here Mrs. I haven't touched that paper and never intend to use it because everything is going to turn out fine. Just watch.

This is what I had written in a piece of paper I found at the bottom of my bag. I had forgotten I had written it. I'm surprised my mother did not look at it. These words came out of a teenager's confused mind and had no idea what was about to come in the future

The siblings were taught to learn a “different” way because of the way the adults were talking to them. The adults could not see the curiosity that these young children were struggling with. So what they taught these youngsters were all made up lies, a way to make them stop asking questions. Now all the “we don’t know” are the answers we have to give but we do not want to. Why wouldn’t they allow their little minds to wander? I guess they thought they would find a part of the truth sooner or later. This truth in which the youngster would assume holds the key to what lies ahead. What lies ahead could be nothing more than a road to insanity or perfection. A world of insanity would only bring more chaos then before. Perfection could also bring insanity, which will then lead to chaos.
Each sunrise and moon fall, this girl wishes her “walls” to get better. Theses walls represent her home. The secrets that were wanted be kept away from the outside world is no longer a secret. Many people know what goes on inside these walls. Some people do not pay much attention, others do.
This new life these kids wait for will hopefully bring them joy. Not only will it be a good for them, it will maybe open new boundaries. They can teach what they have learned through their life’s teachings. As long as none of them choose the road my father took, everything should turn out close to perfect.